A few months back Shane Warne, international cricketer and sleaze, and his wife Simone, blonde with big tits, split up. They'd been married for about 10 years and he'd been caught being unfaithful. Logically you would split. She dumped him and quite rightly so.
This lasted a while but then the women's magazines were talking about a reconciliation. The words "dumb" and "bitch" immediately sprang to mind. But, get back together they did. Is anyone surprised that he's been caught again? And the first thing Simone did was run to the women's mags to blab about it. I'm afraid that she's caught up in how important she thinks everyone else thinks her scandalous husband is. The money can't be too bad. She's trying very hard to be the celebrity when she's not in that field. Heck, she's only famous because she was married to Warne in the first place. Why on earth did she get back together with him in the first place? And will we ever hear the end of her "Poor me" story?
I don't feel sorry for you. I think you have shown the world how stupid you can be and it's time to get control of your life and keep it out of the headlines.